Thread:Morganaforever/@comment-180964-20120905204027/@comment-180964-20121217223325

Hi Chris glad to hear you find the information about Merlin's Past interesting. An you are absolutely right with the huge emotional impact the Massacre Event will have on Merlin, Morgana and Arthur it will literally be hell for all three of them. I could possible say Merlin gets hit the hardest and the worst from the Massacre Event however in the end it real will be exactly the same for all three of them Merlin, Morgana and Arthur. An how you stated it being hard for all three of them for different reasons it probably the best way to look at it in the end.

An what you stated about the information I told you about Merlin's Past is absolutely the right reaction that I was hoping for when telling you the information about his past. An you are right to say he tasted hell but also he was literally in Hell for a time during his years away. His time in Hell he did horrible awful things along with by taught by Demon's, Fallen Angels and the imprisoned and most powerful person in Hell Archangel Lucifer himself. So basically in Hell Merlin was taught by all of the most powerful Supernatural things that are currently located in Hell. An they him many different things from killing to simply how to survive everyday in Hell and in Life overall.

But like you stated Merlin does end up disgusted with himself and hating himself for all the killing he did an overall all the awful and horrible things he did during the time when he was away. Overall Merlin has been through a lot and he is an extremely damage soul of a person who real simply considers himself his own worst enemy then an enemy he will ever face in his life. An his some way you could say Merlin did all those awful and horrible things because of the Massacre Event, being away from Morgana the love of his life an even Arthur as well and along with seeing his parents die in front of him before his eyes. In the end real Merlin was just at that time during when he was away a lost soul without a true purpose in life just trying to survive everyday were he was during his time away.

An even though Merlin might not consider himself a good person it will be Morgana who will help not just remind him that he is a good person but also give him reason to believe again that he is deserving of redemption and even happiness. But overall Morgana will give Merlin the true purpose in life that he needs which will be helping people saving them basically fighting the good fight in away. In away fight the fight no one normal person can normally do things that can give people the reason to hope and keeping fight for whats good in the world. Now in case you are wondering if that is going to be Merlin's Purpose in Life then who has the purpose of making Arthur and Gwen The Once and Future King and Queen of Camelot well it will be kind of of Merlin and Morgana job but overall in the end that will be Morgana's Purpose in Life not Merlin's. It will be the Older Sister's job to not just look after her little brother but also help him and along with his future wife become King and Queen of Camelot.

An to best answer your question of will one day or basically in the end Merlin find some form of happiness. His dream of happiness is to basically have a happy peaceful life with Morgana and basically have a family overall. Will he eventually get to see that dream come true yes he will he will just be a some time till the two eventually get there because there will be work to do along the way.

Other information I'll tell you about his past during his time away Merlin was trained by many powerful Supernatural Characters some good, some bad and some just neutral neither bad or good just extremely powerful. One of the neutral neither bad or good people that trained Merlin was Death himself The Pale Horseman/Fourth Horseman who he and Merlin became good friends and became Death's 2nd in Command. So for some time Merlin worked for The Natural Order of The Universe were he was a Reaper working for Death along with doing some other things as well. He was also taught by the other three Horseman War, Pestilence and Famine Merlin was also taught by Archangels Michael, Gabriel, Raphael and Azrael. There is more information about his past but I'll let you take a look at this information for now.

An as far other main and supporting characters knowing about Merlin's Past during his time away there will only one who will know everything about Merlin's Past during his time away and that will be Morgana. Others will learn small amounts of information but will never know the full story about his Past during his time away. An Merlin's name either Merlin or Emrys brings extreme fear to anyone who hears or in this case who don't know him in the same way Morgana, Arthur or any of The Knights of The Round Table do in the end. An there will be only two things that will ever bring out the side of Merlin of who he was during his time away one if somebody ever threatens or hurts Arthur or any Members of The Knights of The Round Table. The other is anyone ever threatens or tried tried hurting Morgana that certain enemy would already be dead or wishing they were dead because that side of Merlin you simply not want to see.